Happy and quiet
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Been a while since I last wrote...got trashed last night...THAT was fun. But at the same time, i found out that this girl that I had made dinner for one night didn't have the guts to tell me that she didn't have feelings for me and didn't tell me that she really didn't like me at all. So I found out from a friend, and even though she's not a loss AT ALL. I just hate liars. Why the fuck do it? OH YA me and my friend epps one 2 games of beer pong last night...a great time if I do say so myself....The prophet Zacharia and his brother both played with us as well...and I kicked Zacks ass the first game. Anyway for those that read this.........(ya right) heres a new post for you!
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Well I have a blog now...I offically feel psychotic and pathetic...almost like I am throwing myself a pity party. Eh...life goes on. So single now, enjoying the freedom but hate being alone. The one woman who ever took my heart has ripped it out and destroyed it 3 times now...and for some reason I would do it all over again just to be with her again...is that naive? Is it true feelings? Or am I just diluting myself? It matters not. Tommorrow i will wake and forget about this all, hell I'll prolly forget that I even created this blog. Anyway to all you devoted fans of my blog....................ya.........................I'll try to keep this updated